“You know what a master is like,”
she cautioned me.
“Oh yeah.”
“He’s as likely
to whack you as to talk to you.”
I climbed the
last steps to the master’s hermitage resolved not to submit to any
slap-in-the-face treatment.
I found him with
his feet in a tub of hot water. Steam rose and the air was pleasantly scented
with mountain herbs as one of his handmaidens palpated his feet. I was curious
to see whether she would dry them with her lustrous black hair, that fell to
the floor.
“Move the
chest,” he directed me.
I contemplated
the great iron-banded box without enthusiasm.
“Where?”
He indicated the
far corner.
I half-lifted,
half-carried the heavy trunk to the place he indicated, wondering what he kept
in it.
“Now bring it back.
And don’t drag it. Pick it up.”
I felt the veins
bulge on my forehead as I struggled to carry out these instructions. I nearly
made it back. Then the trunk slid from my grip, landing painfully on my left
foot.
The master
waited until I had stopped howling before he spoke again. “Why do you come to
me?”
“Master, I come
to you because I wish to see.”
“Then why are
your pig eyes open?”
“Master?”
I realized, at
that moment, that the master’s eyes were closed. I understood that I was to
close my own.
“Closer,” he
commanded.
I felt the stir
of movement. I heard the swish of the loose silk of his garment, and pictured
his arm swinging back, fist clenched. Here it comes.
I intended to
duck the blow, but something kept me in place, on my knees in front of him. What
was that buzzing sound? It made me think of a bee, trapped behind glass. It
came closer.
I felt burning
pain as something pierced me at the third eye, like a drill bit. Immediately
the girl was at my side, soothing my forehead with an ointment that smelled
like yoghurt.
When she left
off, there was absolute stillness in the cabin. Then I heard the soft slap of
water from the footbath.
I opened my
eyes. There was no change in the scene. The black-haired girl squatted at the
master’s feet, as before. I felt no surge of enlightenment. I did notice that
one of the master’s eyes was now open. Above and between his closed eyelids, it
fixed me with its blue light, cold and unwinking.
I wrote this little story during
a 15-minute timed exercise while leading an adventure in "Writing as a
State of Conscious Dreaming". It appears here unedited. The starter
dough was a card I drew in a literary version of my Coincidence Card
Game that included the words "third eye."I am leading
"Writing as a State of Conscious Dreaming" again this year at magical
Mosswood Hollow, near Seattle, from May21-25 and in a green paradise near Česká Skalice in the Czech Republic from September 12-16.
Image: "Watching" by Zen-Master on DeviantArt.
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