This is a story about what you may gain if you stay with a dream after waking and let a fuller story unfold. I rediscovered it while engaged in a favorite pastime: opening an old journal at random and seeing what an experience I recorded years or decades ago may say to me now. Sometimes old mysteries remain unsolved. I often notice recurring themes and situations that help me to become more aware of my attitudes and behavior, providing a necessary witness perspective on my life roads.
Sometimes a dream I did not understand at the time has meaning and application for me today because subsequent events have provided a context. I notice again and again that I dreamed events long before they played out – hard evidence, of the only form relevant here, of long-range precognition. I discover that I missed warnings or advisories that could have smoothed my path and try to learn from my lapses how to get better at discerning and acting on oneiric clues to the possible future.
Sometimes a dream I recorded looks like a dramatic production, maybe an instalment of a streaming tv series, staged by a personal film crew behind the curtain of the world. Very often - and this is most interesting for me - my dream reports seem to contain memories of events in another reality: a real life world that is running on a different time continuum or in an alternate universe near or far from the ordinary one.
The report that follows appears to belong to the latter category.The action is played out in another reality, starting with an alternate version of a country where I used to live. When I stay with the dream, something irrupts from the mythic depth, a great power of Earth and of deeper knowing acknowledged by the First Peoples of the land where I now live. The gift of connection with Great Turtle is a blessing in the ordinary world today, as it was eight years ago.
January 3, 2017
Dream and lucid dream reentry
I save a turtle, Great Turtle saves me
My youngest daughter is driving. We are in London. I tell her to head for Green Park so I
can walk the dog there. I wave in the general direction. However, she drives us
into a very narrow, twisting street in an area I don’t recognize. It’s very
dangerous. Cars and trucks keep rushing at us from around blind corners, in the
middle of the road, which has narrowed so only one vehicle can pass at a time.
We come to a stop at what is virtually a hairpin bend, and just avoid a
collision with a car that shoots out from behind it. My daughter is quite upset. I
persuade her to stay in the car while I walk the dog.
The dog and I are now in a shopping
area. Time has changed. It seems that shops in a colonnade at my left hand are
just opening. We walk behind two short squat women. One turns into a shop; she
may be going to open it. They bid each other goodbye and the second lady walks
on with a dog with silky hair that hangs to the ground.
My dog and I pass them. Unusually, he
takes no interest in the long-haired dog. He is after something up ahead. I
glimpse it under a lamppost. It looks like a pigeon that has gotten hold of a
paper plate. My dog rushes at it, with me hurrying behind. It jumps up onto my
left shoulder. I am surprised to see that it is a little turtle. The “paper
plate” is its shell.
I experiment with removing the
turtle. It clings to me with determination. Since I have not figured out what
to do with it – beyond keeping it away from my dog – this is okay.
My body is stirring in the bed. Grey light is spilling through the bedroom curtains. I am fully lucid. I am in London and in bed in upstate New York. I could leave the dream now,
but I want to stay in it. I want to take care of the little turtle that is
still clutching my shoulder. My sensations in my dream body are more acute than those of the dormant bdy in bed.
I walk with a
protective hand over the turtle while I keep my dog on a short leash with my
other hand. I look for a safe place to set down the turtle. There is a large
garden on the next corner. Behind an ornamental iron fence, I see steps leading
down to a pond. There is a sculpture garden and there are statues of animals – including
a turtle – there. This seems like a good place to release my little refugee.
I open the gate and walk down the
steps. I tie the dog up while I set down the turtle near the pond. It seems fine
now.
But there is a tremendous stir in the
waters. They fountain upwards. With a great roar an immense being rises from
the water. Its great head looms over me. I look up at the leathery skin, the lures
of the tongue, the ancient, heavy-lidded eyes. I know in this moment I am
looking at Great Turtle, A’nonwara, the Teacher of the Deep. In its gaze, I
remember the story of the Real People: how the Light Twin descended to the
deep realm of Great Turtle, to learn how to wage the eternal battle with the
Dark Twin.
Great Turtle wants me to descend to
his realm. I let myself drop. I am on my back in the water, falling, falling. I
have no problem breathing. I go through utter dark to a place of light. There
is a world of light own here, in the depths of water. Here Turtle adjusts its
form and becomes humanoid (nothing like the Teenage Ninja Mutant Turtles,
however). Knowledge streams into me, of how life came from another world to the world that was danced into being on Turtle's back.
Tosa sasa nikon'hren. "Do not let your mind fall." Do not forget the higher world, Earhth-in-the -Sky, that contains the origin and purpose of life on Earth. When humans let their minds fall, they bring down the Dark Times.
I returned from this adventure feeling blessed.
I ran a reality check on the contents of my dream. I know Green Park and often walked there when I lived in London. I am certain I will never walk my little dog there. I have been in London with my daughter and we could make a future trip but it is most unlikely she would be driving. I don't think the dream anticipates a literal future situation, but rather an alternate reality which becoems the stage for a deeper - indeed a mythic - drama.
I live on what Native Americans call Turtle Island.
I have great respect for the snapping turtle (the kind in the dream) and its cousin the
sea turtle. They can’t retreat into their shells. Their underbellies are not
armored apart from a tiny shield piece called a plastron. I have studied the
cosmology of the Iroquois (the Onkwehonwe, or “Real People”) in which Great
Turtle not only offers its back as a home for Sky Woman but becomes a form of
the Great Teacher of the Deep. I have swum with sea turtles.
I immediately made a drawing of Great Turtle. His fierce appearance reflects my original nervousness as this huge creature exploded from the water. His intentions, however, were wholly benign.
When I went back through my journal, tracking all my turlte sightings in both worlds over several decades, I rediscovered a poem I wrote to honor Great Turtle in 2012, five years before our unexpected encounter in Green Park:
A'nonwara (Turtle Dreaming)
I am the turtle
that does not hide.
I wear the armor of a knight, not a skulker.
My vulnerable belly says, Get me if you can;
I stick my neck out.
You call me
slow, but on water
I am faster than you, and fast on land.
Deep down, I am the teacher you need
to show you how to fight the Dark One.
I am the
broad back you live on.
Ignore me for too long,
go on harming my other children
and I will shake you off my back.
Journal drawing: "Great Turtle Rises" by Robert Moss