Shelf elves are constantly at play in my book-filled life.
They may push a book off my shelves, or hide one, or send one flying across the
room. Sometimes they want to give me an opinion on a dream. I woke before dawn one morning from this dramatic scene:
Battle of the Turtles
and the Crocodile
There is a commotion outside. I go
to the window and see an army is encamped along the edge of a body of water
where a battle is taking place between a giant turtle (the size of a dozen men)
and a giant crocodile. I call to the others to come and see. When I turn back,
I see that the army has saved the turtle, which is being transported to safer
waters. They have constructed or opened a kind of raceway, and the turtle is
swimming between walls. Now I see that there are actually two giant turtles.
I look out to the water again. Beyond military lines, the crocodile
stands on a headland, tail raised like a scorpion, apparently triumphant for
now. I understand that the conflict will be resumed. It’s part of life. The
role of the army is to ensure that neither party destroys the other.
I left the dream feeling both excited and satisfied.
In the dream, I was an observer with a commanding view. I felt that I was being shown something of
huge importance in life.
I know both Turtle
and Crocodile as members of my personal mythic bestiary. I have swum with sea
turtles, and I am from a country famous for crocodiles. I know that in life,
there are contests between opposing forces and attitudes that must continue if
life itself is to go on.
Instead of
spending much time analyzing the dream, I made a quick drawing and decided to
ask Jung for a second opinion. Who better? I had already had it in mind to do
my daily bibliomancy with Jung’s Memories,
Dreams, Reflections, a book of seminal importance in my life and the most
personal and accessible of his works.
However, when I reached into the Jung
section in a glass-fronted bookcase in my personal library, the shelf elves had
other ideas. Another volume in Jung’s Collected
Works came flying off the shelf, striking me lightly on the chest.
Naturally, I
changed my ideas about where to look for guidance and took this flying book to
my desk. Its title is Two Essays on
Analytical Psychology, which seemed to match the revelation of the two
turtles in my dream rather nicely. The volume is a dual edition of two of Jung’s
early essays, volume 7 in the Collected
Works. I opened the book at random and read this:
There is no energy unless there is
a tension of opposites; hence it is necessary to discover the opposite to the
attitude of the conscious mind…Repressed content must be made conscious so as
to produce a tension of opposites, without which no forward movement is
possible…Just as high always longs for low and hot for cold, so all
consciousness, perhaps without being aware of it, seeks its unconscious
opposite, lacking which it is doomed to stagnation, congestion and
ossification. Life is born only of the spark of opposites.
I saw that there was no need to
invent a snapper to carry the essence of my dream. Jung had given me one. Life is born only of the spark of opposites.
This little incident is a practical
example of how we can turn to a book to give us a second opinion on a dream.
Our curiosity may, of course, take us far beyond the initial passage we find
when we open a book at random. I found myself drawn, irresistibly, to read both
of the essays in that volume of Jung, in which we find his mind devising and
developing theories of aspect psychology, the shadow, and the relations between
the ego-self and the collective unconscious, which were to become fundamental
to his approach.
I went looking in an old journal for my drawing of the
battle of the turtles and the crocodile to post with this article. I found the
relevant journal fairly quickly. But as I pulled it off the shelf another
journal, bound in green leather, shot off the shelf above it and slapped my shoulder.
Yes, I will spend some time with the journal that was thrown at me. A sketch on
the first page immediately catches my attention.
As I rise from my desk, green journal in hand, to make coffee, I am pretty sure I can hear mumbling and squeaking among the stacks of my personal library.
As I rise from my desk, green journal in hand, to make coffee, I am pretty sure I can hear mumbling and squeaking among the stacks of my personal library.
Text adapted from SidewalkOracles: Playing with Signs, Symbols and Synchronicity in Everyday Life by
Robert Moss. Published by New World Library.
Journal drawing by RM
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