I am often asked, of scenes that develop in lucid dreams and
visions, "How do I know I'm not making it up?" Well of course I am in
favor of making things up, of engaging in reality creation with the aid of
imagination, that great faculty of soul. Nonetheless, I recognize that the
skeptic in the cognitive brain needs to be appeased. Sometimes a bit of
information unfamiliar to the dreamer that can later be verified serves that
purpose, providing a sense of objectivity.
Early yesterday morning, in a half-dream state between sleep and
awake, I found myself observing a fascinating series of events. I saw what at
first looked like a giant golf ball rolling over sea mist towards the shore,
where I stood on a sandy beach with dense jungle behind me. As the ball
got nearer, I saw it was a very small moon, with people singing as they rode it
towards a reunion in the jungle. Intensely curious, I ran through the jungle,
trying to get to the place where the moon riders would come down.
I came up behind a strapping man with a curling red beard, with a cane topped by a crystal ball, a top hat, and what I labeled in my journal a "frock coat". I knew he was a magus and that the meeting he was headed for was of huge importance. Soon he and his servant - who had a blue parrot on his shoulder - were whizzing over the undergrowth on their own magical transportation. I managed to get close enough to the magus to start picking up his thoughts. I stayed lucid and entirely resent to this adventure - while also aware of my body in bed - until the cats pulled me out by demanding breakfast yowls and thumps.
Very early today, lying on my back in bed, I decided to reenter the scene, and seek the identity of the man in the frock coat, and see whether I could look in on the meeting with moon riders. I learned many things, including his name. At the point where I might have asked, "Am I making this up?" the word "redingote" came to me, in a clipped accent. Redingote? I wasn’t certain till I looked it up.
A redingote and a frock coat are both long coats worn by men in the nineteenth century, but differ in style, cut, and purpose. The word "redingote" derives from the English "riding coat." Fitted at the waist with a long, flared skirt, it could be double-breasted or single-breasted. It was worn for both riding or formal occasions. The frock coat, the mainstay of Victorian men's formal wear, usually double breasted and worn with a vest, was shorter (knee-length) also fitted but less waited and flared.
So, he wants me to know he is wearing a redingote, like a frock coat but not the same. Exquisite detail to which I do not normally have access soothes the skeptic in me, though it does not silence him. He hisses, “You must have read that word in Thackeray when you were a student”. Perhaps. But it was long gone from memory if so, and I am pretty sure that the voice that gave it to me was not speaking from the bargain basement of my personal subconscious. After identifying and speaking with some of them, I am certain that the people in that moon-assisted gathering are not part of me at all except in the sense of the old Latin tag attributed to Terence: Homo sum, humani nihil a me alienum puto, "I am a human being, nothing human is alien to me"
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