I am driving in a large open car along a
once-grand avenue near the water in a city on the Black Sea. To our left are
splendid buildings from the Belle Epoque that once housed department stores,
hotels, restaurants. Everything has fallen into disrepair; signs are missing
letters or hanging loose; some buildings look abandoned. Business is still
being done though it doesn't correspond to the old signage.
The person giving me this private tour
explains that old magic is still alive in this fallen city. In particular, the
ancient art of bonding with an animal familiar is practiced even in the best
families, though proscribed by the church and frowned on by the state. Behind
the columns of that now-shabby emporium, for example, is an establishment known
to its clientele as Lion Inspiriting. Here the most awkward and tongue-tied can
be learn to speak in a commanding voice, and the timid and cowardly can be infused
with courage.
I want to see how this works. Quick as
thought, I am guided through a marble hall, up stairs to a half-lit parlor
where I am invited to recline on a divan. I am aware that there is a stuffed
lion in the room, so shabby and dusty I am sure it is an old taxidermy specimen
rather than merely a prop or a toy. A black and white film starts to play. Grainy,
silent. Nothing much happening for a long time except close ups of waving
patterns in high glass. I am amazed at the detail. I can see every blade of
glass. I realize the scene is not only on a screen. It is all around me. And it
is not only black and white; There is some green and blue, and a glow of colors
I can't normally see.
Am I inside the night vision of a lion?
The stuffed lion is no longer where I
saw him before.
Feelings when I leave the dream: Excitement and delight.
Reality check: The city reminds me of Constanța, the
Romanian city on the Black Sea where I led a fourt-day workshop years ago.
The signs on the buildings are in the Roman alphabet, but I'm not certain they
are in Romanian.
There is a villa in Constanța called the House of Lions. I don't recall seeing it when I was in the city and don't know whether it is the marbled building in my dream.
I love lions and have made a shamanic
practice of connecting people with Lion spirit to claim their voice and find
their courage. My original title for my book Active Dreaming was The
Place of the Lion and there is a lion door knocker on the cover.
The werewolf is well-known in Romania (and is far more common than the vampire) but I have not heard of werelions here. However, I did once meet a werelynx in the Carpathian mountains.
I find shifts between color and black
and white (going either way) very significant in dreams.
I enjoy the slightly creepy
Gypsy-Steampunk quality of the room where things go black-and-white. Of course
Romania is famous for Romany. And in the middle of the night I was reading some
hilarious chapters in Robertson Davies' novel The Rebel Angels about
Gypsy magic in the heart of bourgeois Toronto.
What do I want to know?
Where does this story want to go next?
Bumper sticker
When the lion speaks
everyone listens.
When I look again to see how the story could develop, I
imagine the narrator - now distinct from myself - discovering he is in the body of the taxidermy lion, which
is now animated but shedding hair and bits of hide as it moves around
awkwardly. To his horror, he finds that something else has taken the human body
he left on the divan. It raises up and leave the premises. He is trying to
track it but in this form people will flee from him or try to capture or kill
him.
Dialogue with a dream character
The Alteri
I ask the proprietess of the shapeshifting salon called Lion Inspiriting, Who are
you?
She tells me, “We are Alteri”.
Does this mean alters, as in other personalities?
Surely the lion isn’t native to these parts. She laughs at
me for forgetting my history. The lions of the Hatti and of Ishtar, of Egypt
and Africa. The cave lions of long ago. Her people are not captives of time or
borders.
[Unedited entry form my joirnal for May 10, 2021]
Photo: House of Lions in Constanța.
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