Because of a hawk and a white oak and my need to get away from big cities, in 1986 I purchased a farm in rolling horse country in the upper Hudson Valley of New York. I had no idea how completely this move would change my life. But there were clues from the very beginning, in the irruption of the dream-logic of a deeper reality into my ordinary world. The first weekend my wife and I saw the farm - much of it still primal woodlands where the deer drifted in great droves - I knew in my gut this was a place I needed to be. I sat under an old white oak behind the derelict farmhouse, feeling the rightness of the place but also that I needed a further sign if we were to make the move to a new landscape far removed from the people we knew and the fast-track life I had been leading as a bestselling thriller-writer.
A red-tailed hawk circled overhead, a female
(to judge by the size), her belly-feathers glinting silver-bright in the
sunlight. She proceeded to drop a wing feather between my legs. Sometimes you can't
escape the sense that something from a deeper world is poking through the veil
of consensual reality, like the finger of an unseen hand. Or a wingtip.
An early snowstorm in October the
following year, soon after we had finished the renovations and moved into the
farm, isolated us from the modern world behind downed maple limbs and huge
snowdrifts. With power gone for three days, well water was no longer available
and we heated snow in buckets over the fire in the great hearth of the family
room in order to flush the toilets. We read stories by candlelight, and made
them up, and joked about living like the first settlers on that land, the Dutch
pioneers who had used my study as their "borning room" and whose pre-Revolutionary
bodies were buried in a simple graveyard on the hill on the northern side of
the house.
I had impressions of presences from
earlier times as I walked that land. When I sat with the white oak, I felt I
could see the passage of those who had come before, indigenous and immigrant,
across seasons and centuries. I saw a strapping native warrior with a great
tattoo like a sunburst on his chest. In my dreams, I observed and then
sometimes seemed to become a powerful man who sometimes wore the red coat of an
English general of an earlier time, but at other times appeared in a great
feathered head-dress, like a native chief.
I decided to take an interest in local history and played with the idea of writing an historical novel set in my new neighborhood. I frequented used bookstores, and in one of them - the old Bryn Mawr bookshop in
Intrigued, I took the book home. I was soon deeply immersed in researching the life and times of an extraordinary Anglo-Irishman who came from
It was understandable that I had never heard of him. I grew up in
I acquired all fourteen volumes of the Sir William Johnson Papers, and later the 73 volumes of the Jesuit Relations, the extraordinary compilation of reports from the blackrobe missionaries of
Back at the farm in
I kept flying north, following a
tug of intention that became stronger. It pulled me down into a cabin in the
woods somewhere near
Soon after this night visitation,
in a serendipitous way, I met an Onondaga scholar who was working for the New
York State Archives, which at that time held the wampum archives of the
Confederacy of the Six Nations of the Haudenosonee, or Iroquois. When I told
him the dream, he unlocked a steel cabinet and produced a wampum belt that
depicted a she-wolf and two human figures holding hands. “We believe that these
are the ancient wampum credentials of a Mohawk clanmother – the mother of the
Wolf Clan. It would be appropriate for a woman of power to display her
credentials when she spoke to you.”
Truth comes with goosebumps. My shivers of recognition were telling me that when I sought to reenter Johnson’s world, something of his world came reaching out to me. My encounters with the Wolf Clan woman continued. I sought the guidance of native speakers to help translate her words. One of them told me, “This is Mohawk, but it’s not the way we speak it today. It’s the way Mohawks may have talked three hundred years ago, and there’s some Huron in it.”
My research revealed that the grandmother of Molly Brant, who became Johnson’s Mohawk consort (and whom he called Tsitsa – “Flower” – at home) was taken captive as a child by a Mohawk war party from a Huron village. I decided to develop a character based on her, and my nocturnal visions, in my fictional recreation of Johnson’s world. In my novels I call her Island Woman. In The Interpreter she is a girl on her way to claiming her power, under the tutelage of the grandmothers and an extraordinary shaman nicknamed Longhair. In The Firekeeper we meet her as the mother of the Wolf Clan, one of those truly power-full women who call themselves the “burden straps”, those who carry the burdens of the people. As an atetshents (“one who dreams”) part of her work is to scout across space and time to seek the means of survival for her community.
That strange word that sounded like “on-dee-nonk” is central to her practice. I found its meaning in one of those volumes of the Jesuit Relations, in a report from Father Jean de Brébeuf during a harsh winter in Huron country in the 1600s. The ondinnonk, he observed, is the “secret wish of the soul, especially as revealed in dreams”. Among these “savages”, it was believed that it was a prime duty of the community to gather round a dreamer and help him identify and honor the wishes of the soul, as seen in dreams. If this was not done, the soul might become disgusted and withdraw its energy, leaving the dreamer prone to illness and despair.
In my quest for an Irish adventurer, something from the world that he and Island Woman shared awakened me to a primal practice of dreaming and healing that was deeper than anything I had learned from mainstream Western culture. Dreaming shows us what the soul wants, and how to bring the vital energy of soul back into the body where it belongs.
While my Cycle of the Iroquois – Fire Along the Sky, The Firekeeper and TheInterpreter - is full of great men and battles that changed world history,
opening the way for the American Revolution, it is above all the story of a
native people’s struggle for survival, and of how dreaming can bring the soul
back home.
Drawings: "Hawk Calls" and "Island Woman" by Robert Moss
Portrait of a young William Johnson by John Wollaston in the Albany Instiute of History and Art
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