Ruby Modesto, a shaman of the Desert Cahuilla in southern
California, describes how her calling and guidance came to her through dreams. Listening to
her voice, as mediated by anthropologist Guy Modesto, is to be in the presence
of a wise woman of great common and uncommon sense.
She tells us, as her grandfather told
her, how to talk to the Creator and find his or her voice in the world around
us. I want you to listen to her words about this:
“Grandfather Francisco taught me how to
pray to Umna’ah, our Creator. He told me to go alone into the mountains, to
find a quiet beautiful place and to pray. He said I should talk out everything,
say whatever I felt or needed, and then listen for an answer.
“That’s the secret: to listen. You have to
say everything that’s in your mind, cry until you’re empty. Then listen. He
will speak to you.”
To my
ear, this is beautifully said and it is counsel to be followed any day, but
especially on days when we are feeling lost or confused. Go alone to a special
place, a place where you can hear the speaking land. Get out everything you
need to express. Shout it out, cry it out, until you are empty.Then listen
until you are filled with the guidance and strength you have opened a space to
receive.
For Ruby, that special place in nature was
up in the Santa Rosa mountains near the traditional valley home of her people
of the Dog Clan of the Cahuilla. For me, a good place to talk to the Creator is
a lake in the woods that is quiet unless I get too close to a beaver lodge –
which will get the male beaver thwacking his tail – or the red-tailed hawk is
urgent to speak to me in her own tongue.
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Quotes are from Ruby Modesto and Guy
Mount, Not for Innocent Ears: Spiritual Traditions of a Desert Cahuilla
Medicine Woman. Arcata, CA: Sweetlight Books, 1980.
Photo: Santa Rosa and San Jacinto Mountains National Monument. Public Domain.
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