I want to report another of my encounters with someone
else's doppelganger. It has a feature I have not seen mentioned in the
literature that makes it deeply mysterious and potentially revelatory about
travel in a subte body and what may guide and protect us in such outings.
My story unfolds in a small city in the
Northeast. I was in the habit of walking from my home to the local branch of my
bank in the era when that branch was still open. Along the way I passed a wine
shop with a friendly owner. I would often stop in to say hello even when I was
not in need of supplies. That morning, I came to the wine shop half an hour
before opening time.
I was pleased and surprised to see the owner coming up the next
street with his dog. I had never met his dog and was not even aware that he had
one. I saw a fine German shepherd that was clearly in the lead. He was holding
the leash but it seemed his dog was walking him. He was wearing a mauve plaid
shirt, louder than his usual style. He looked vaguely in my direction but did
not appear to recognize me so I continued my walk to the bank.
On my walk back, the wine shop was just opening. The owner
greeted me at the door.
“Where’s your dog?” I asked.
He was puzzled. “Sally? She’s at home. I never bring her to
the shop.”
“I saw you walking her a few minutes ago, just round the
corner. Actually it looked like she was walking you.”
His expression suggested he was finding me even stranger
than usual. “Describe my dog.”
“German shepherd. Beautiful. Great energy, really leading
the way.”
“That’s Sally. But you’ve never met her. I mean, you didn’t
even know I had a dog.”
“Not until half an hour ago. By the way, I see you changed
your shirt.”
He was now wearing a quiet
monochrome polo. When I described the loud mauve shirt he said, “I’ve got that
shirt. It’s at home too.”
By this stage, I was starting to feel some concern for my
friend. There’s an old superstition that if you see someone’s double as large
as life, that could indicate coming death. Had I seen my friend’s fetch? I had
the feeling it might be risky to have that much energy traveling outside the
body while the owner was oblivious to his condition. I wondered if he had been
thinking or feeling something so strongly that it might have set part of him
off on a journey in a certain direction.
I was cautious in opening this area of discussion. However
he was soon in tears, talking about the recent death of someone close to him.
He had not gone to the funeral but now felt the need to make amends for old
troubles. “I’ve been thinking about going to the cemetery.”
“I might think that my dog was leading me that way,” I
suggested. Dogs are psychopomps – soul guides – in many traditions. Maybe that
German shepherd was what the Norwegians call the vardøgr, the advance guard of the soul that goes to places ahead of you, on
this occasion.
Wonderful inspiration.
ReplyDeleteI Always find so many beautiful perspectives I resonate and appreciate within your chosen words.
Thank you for sharing your wise trancendental experience.
Recently lost our doggie Angel and have been dreaming of him. Thank you for this post.
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