I drive into an immense walled
space. The walls rise for many stories. In front of me is what appears to be a
giant speedometer, hanging on the wall like a clock. I know my way forward
requires me to drive straight up the wall and that I need to choose a place on
the dial to aim for. I think 100 is too much, so I aim nearer 80.
I floor the gas pedal, racing towards
the wall. My car adjusts beautifully, tilting up at the first touch, as if made
of rubber. I fly up the wall to a place near the 80 digits on the giant
speedometer. So far, so good.
However, getting down will be a challenge. My car now seems more like a bicycle, and I realize there is no way I can ride it down the wall. I’ll have to lower myself, little by little, gripping a edge I discover. This is the edge of an enormous panel or screen that covers part of the wall. But it crumbles like an old strip of cardboard when I try to use it as a handhold as I go down the wall.
This doesn’t faze me. I’m willing to let go and drop the whole distance, seemingly hundreds of feet. I know that no serious harm can come to me.
However, getting down will be a challenge. My car now seems more like a bicycle, and I realize there is no way I can ride it down the wall. I’ll have to lower myself, little by little, gripping a edge I discover. This is the edge of an enormous panel or screen that covers part of the wall. But it crumbles like an old strip of cardboard when I try to use it as a handhold as I go down the wall.
This doesn’t faze me. I’m willing to let go and drop the whole distance, seemingly hundreds of feet. I know that no serious harm can come to me.
Feelings: mildly curious, philosophical.
Reality: I suspect this was an “end of life” dream,
rehearsing me for the last stage of life. 80 or 80-something would seem a
better life term than 100, especially if by that time I am losing my edge!
1 comment:
I don't think you'll ever really lose your edge, Moss... I truly believe this, I'm just not writing it for accolades.
But I support what you've written, that sounds about fair...
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