True initiation
involves both ordeal and ecstasy, death and rebirth.. “The majority of initiatory ordeals more or
less clearly imply a ritual death followed by resurrection or a new birth,”
commented the great religious historian Mircea Eliade. “The novice emerges from
his ordeal endowed with a totally different being from that which he possessed
before his initiation; he has become another.”[1] The initiate is
a made man or woman.
The
hunger for transcendence, through a primal, direct encounter with the sacred,
leads people down strange and dangerous byways: into experiments with
hallucinogenic drugs, into dubious cults and ersatz Nativism. Yet the authentic call
to initiation continues to resonate in our dreams. And through the dream gates,
it can be followed to a genuine consummation. Arguably, it can hardly be
pursued in any other way since — whatever the externals of ceremony and culture
— true spiritual initiation and apprenticeship always take place on the inner
planes, in a deeper order of reality.
Even
in societies where Mystery initiation was regarded as central to human
fulfillment, and its gates and secrets closely guarded, the validity of an
individual dream calling and initiation was honored. There is a fascinating
story about this from the Hellenistic world, preserved by Sopatros, a teacher
of rhetoric. A man dreamed he had attended the epopteia, the
crowning revelation of the Eleusinian Mysteries. He recounted the secret
rituals of the Telesterion in vivid and accurate detail to an initiate of the
Greater Mysteries. But in ordinary reality, the dreamer was not a “made
man.”
The
initiate to whom he told his dream was shocked that he was speaking openly
about things he had no right to know and denounced him for sacrilege. He was
dragged into court, where his accusers demanded the death penalty. However, the
defense argued successfully that the gods themselves had played a part of the
hierophant in his dream. His dream of initiation was recognized as true
initiation; the dreamer would now be respected as an epoptes —
one who had “seen” and gone through the sacred fire.[2]
Contemporary
dreamers who have never heard of Eleusis have dreams of the same quality.
At the
winter solstice, just after her twelfth birthday, Rebecca had a powerful dream
that carried her deep into the Otherworld. In her dream, she was invited to
enter an immense hall. It was filled with robed figures she described as
“wizards.” They came from many races and traditions; she recognized a “Merlin”
character among a Celtic contingent.
A
woman robed in white sat enthroned above the throng. She beckoned to Rebecca to
approach her. The male wizards ignored Rebecca except for the forbidding figure
who moved to block her path. He challenged her to pass a test. Only when she
had passed the test was she allowed to ascend the steps to the throne. “The
High Priestess was slim and dark-haired. She seemed to be in her late twenties.
She spoke to me by thought rather than words. She appeared outwardly solemn as
she held court over all the male wizards, but kept cracking mental jokes that
only the adepts caught.”
The
High Priestess wore a striking pendant, which I asked Rebecca to draw for me.
Her drawing showed an equal-armed cross, set within a circle. Crossed staves
behind it make the pattern of a diagonal cross within a much larger circle,
bordered by a two-headed serpent. The body of the serpent is engraved with
writing in Greek characters. There are more inscriptions on scrolls that flank
the central cross, which has four crystals in its setting. The wizard who
challenged Rebecca wore a simpler version of the same pendant.
For a
girl approaching puberty, this dream might carry many levels of meaning. But we
spent no time in dream analysis. We celebrated the sense of strength and magic
and possibility that Rebecca had drawn from it. She reveled in her special
dream relationship with the High Priestess seated above all those powerful men.
When I asked Rebecca to sum up the feeling of the dream, she said with little
hesitation, “I am coming into my power.”
Nearly
three years later, in another spontaneous sleep dream, Rebecca reentered the
great hall where she had encountered the High Priestess:
"This
time everything is different. Instead of everyone ignoring me, all the high
priests from all the worlds bow down to me and hold out their arms to me.
"The
High Priestess stands and holds out her arms. She says, Come, let me
show you my mind. Only she does not exactly say it; she suggests it.
"She
takes my hand. From her forehead a bright light emerges, and in the bright
light I see a gate. I walk toward this gate. When I pass through it, I
encounter three beings. The first is a bird-headed man who has given me
guidance before. He shows me what happens to people who sell out their values
in life. The second is a woman I know to be an immortal. She wears a crowned
helmet and carries a shield and spear. She tells me, We are one and the
same. The third is a man I do not know. I have the feeling this man
will be important in my future life.
"When
I finish observing this man, I see another gate to walk through. I travel in
this way until the bright light dims and all I can see are the eyes of the High
Priestess, shining against a dark rectangle that may be a mask."
These
dream experiences accompanied Rebecca’s passage from girlhood into womanhood.
In her outer life, no sacred ritual was conducted to mark this passage. But she
was called through the dream gates, into a larger life.
References
1.
Mircea Eliade, Rites and Symbols of Initiation (New York:
Harper & Row, 1975) pp. xii. x.
2.
Carl Kerenyi, Eleusis: Archetypal Image of Mother and Daughter (Princeton:
Bollingen, 1991) pp.82-83
Text
adapted from Dreamgates: Exploring the Worlds of Soul,
Imagination and Life Beyond Death by Robert Moss. Published by New World Library.
Art: "The Eleusunian Mysteries" by Paul Sérusier, 1888