Tuesday, December 17, 2019
Painting with Words: The Dream Poems of Marta Aarli
Guest blog by dream teacher and poet Marta Aarli, MA, LPC
As I hover in between the worlds, my soul swimming in the realm of dreams while my mind is scrambling to reassemble itself, there is a region where image and word exist together in harmonious balance. I often find myself racing through this passage as my mind wrestles back control and puts me into human form again.
But sometimes I can slow this process down by softening my gaze until the boundaries blur, watching as my experiences take shape into visual phrases and verbal landscapes. From this in-between place, I allow words to flow, coming from my whole being, not just the verbal part of my brain, letting myself speak in a language of the body, the heart, the senses.
Sometimes it sounds strange, because it’s from another place, a foreign country, the motherland of poetry. Each poem becomes its own being, expressing its unique character in its own form and dialect.
In order to understand it, the reader must also open, allowing the language to flow in and merge with their own fluid places, translating it into their own native tongue. This is the creative process of reading or listening to poetry, similar to connecting with another’s dream. In this way we meet in the universal creative field that we share with humans and all other beings. When we listen to poetry, we receive it, rather than knowing in the same way that we comprehend things on an intellectual level. Poetry is a wonderful art form for expressing dreams, because it is by nature a surreal, visual orientation to language. Once they’ve taken verbal form, poems reconstitute through the readers’ imagination, translated into their own images which evoke, or inspire, or move something deep inside that they had forgotten a long time ago.
As a psychotherapist, dreamer, poet, singer, dancer, and visual artist, I’m interested in how to be the fullest, most integrated beings we can be. This includes our many parts - the analytic and emotional, verbal and non-verbal, earthly and spiritual, waking and sleeping, seen and unseen, conscious and unconscious, weaving together into fluid wholeness. I see poetry as a contemplative practice, to be with what is happening now inside our being and around us in the environment. When we express our inner worlds, we connect with others, invite them in, see our common experiences. Or perhaps we find that we are already roaming the halls of these vast universal realms together, in our dreams. The poems in this collection, Dream Worlds, my third book of poetry, are all from my dream experiences, since childhood. Some are combined dreams, some weave in waking life experiences or other peoples’ dreams.
and as they danced
and as they danced
the women waved their arms
threw their hair swirling
their black veils
into the air
hands touched
in flowering gestures
around their hips and shoulders
their skin grew warm
their breath deep
and as they danced
the snake wound around their feet
intertwined at the ankles
slowly binding them
all together
mother’s veins
tributaries of
mother’s veins
flow together
following our guide
with the snake around his neck
down river down path
island beach lined with boats
dead loved-ones gathered
singing and dancing
at the crossing place
her mountain range breasts
and rolling meadow hips
upon which we gather
feather and bone ceremony
around the fire
prepares us for journeying
through the fangs
We drum for the journey
because we are not from around here.
We fast for the darkness
for the daemons
for the human heart.
Unless sick, or too old
or too young, and then
we are carried
by the strong.
And as we travel
we see each other
across other realms,
not always recognizable
often not what we seem.
Look closer
and listen to the nightmares
to the biting
and the possibility
of receiving medicine
through the fangs.
also our angels
they come to us
each one its own animal
ready to bite or sting
wrestle us to the ground
or devour us whole
they come in need of sustenance
or understanding
or union
they come to love us
wake us out of our slumber
to get our attention
by any means necessary
with a kissing or a killing
by delighting or disgusting
pummeling us with storms
or fire, earthquakes, tsunamis
monsters so horrible
only we can imagine them
because they know us our fears,
our worst enemies
our hidden demons
to conjure and thrust
and also our angels
our guides and our gifts
Dream Worlds: Poems is available from the author, Marta Aarli. You can also visit her psychology website
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