The sun rises from
behind the mountains, and golden light bursts over the lake. Though the analogy
is too pedestrian for the glory of this moment, it seems to me that an immense
light bulb has come on, impossible to miss yet difficult to look at
head-on.
The moment before I
walked barefoot across the wet grass to wait for the sun by the shore, I was
reminded of some lines from Emerson that give exact shape to the sense of
illumination and direction that is now with me:
Each man has his own
vocation. The talent is the call. There is one direction in which all space is
open to him. He has faculties silently inviting him thither to endless
exertion. He is like a ship in a river; he runs against obstructions on every
side but one; on that side all obstruction is taken away, and he sweeps
serenely over a deepening channel into an infinite sea.
This
talent and this call depend on his organization, or the mode in which the
general soul incarnates itself in him. He inclines to do something which is
easy to him, and good when it is done, but which no other man can do. He has no
rival. For the more truly he consults his own powers, the more difference will
his work exhibit from the work of any other. His ambition is exactly
proportioned to his powers. The height of the pinnacle is determined by the
breadth of the base. Every man has this call of the power to do somewhat
unique, and no man has any other call.
This passage, from
Emerson's Spiritual Laws, gives vital navigational guidance for our
life journeys. Every word is as precise as a compass bearing. To read this
passage deeply and take it to heart is to turn on the light in a darkened room,
or put the sun in the sky.
The talent is the call. When we follow our soul's calling, and
give ourselves to the work, the life Work that is ours and no
other's, our gifts are multiplied, because we draw to us supporting powers from
the unseen, starting with our own creative genius.
There is one direction in
which space is open to us.
This explains why, when we are unsure of or uncommitted to our calling, we find
blocks and opposition placed in our paths, doors slammed in our faces, savage
reversals of fortune or of health that compel us to ask what we are doing in
our lives. Such obstruction isn't random, and it's about more than toughening
us up. Dead ends and adversity, repeated often enough, can make us aware that
we've been following the wrong charts. Knowing that we have been misdirected
gives us the chance to find our true direction.
On that side all
obstruction is taken away. When
we follow the soul's direction, the way ahead is open, and wind and water flow
with us. We "sweep serenely over a deepening channel into an infinite
sea." We draw new allies, events and resources to us. Chance encounters
and benign coincidence support us and ease our passage in ways that are
inexplicable to those from whom the spiritual laws of human existence are
hidden.
What we now deliver in
our world is unique, yet it springs from the mode in which the general
soul incarnates in us. We draw from "that age-long memoried self
that shapes the elaborate shell of the mollusc and the child in the womb, that
teaches the birds to make their nest", as Yeats wrote, thrillingly, in The
Trembling of the Veil. The poet added that "genius is a crisis that
joins that buried self for certain moments to our trivial daily
mind.." Yes, but Emerson arouses us to the understanding that the flash of
genius can become a steady beacon for a voyage in which the mixed crew of
personalities that compose the self are willing to work the ropes together,
because the helmsman is unerring.
We have no rival when we follow our one direction and live
as creators. To be a creator is to bring something new into the world, the
thing only we can give.
Each of us has all
of the power to do something unique, and no one has any other call.
Ah. As I write this
line, releasing it from gender to become fully the property of all, the sun
calls me, laying a path of light clear across the inland sea and through my
window, so it shines before me. My pencil, on the table, glows in this
brilliant morning light silently inviting me to endless exertion with
the talent I am given, the kind of exertion that is no sweat because it is the
soul's delight.
Text adapted from Active Dreaming: Journeying beyond Self-Limitation to a Life of Wild Freedom by Robert Moss. Published by New World Library.
Photos of Lake Champlain by RM
Herein lies truth...now to work!!
ReplyDeleteBlessings on and gratitude for your endless exertion, Robert Moss.